Shelly
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fabshelly: Operation FABI hate writing a journal when I've been bad.
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Dean
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I'm so glad you are starting a journal!
Don't worry about being bad... everybody is from time to time.
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jeff
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Re: fabshelly: Operation FAB | fabshelly wrote: | | I hate writing a journal when I've been bad. |
Hey, none of us are perfect. Glad you're here, Shelly.
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Dean
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Look... if it makes you feel better, I'm willing to totally screw up and go get like a dozen donuts and pig out on 'em!
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Susanne
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NO DONUTS DEAN!
Welcome, Shelly - I missed your posting from that OTHER place a lot. I'm glad you are here.
Don't worry about being bad - post anyway. It'll get better eventually!!!!
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Heather
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Re: fabshelly: Operation FAB | fabshelly wrote: | | I hate writing a journal when I've been bad. |
Tell me about it, been there and done that too many times.
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Shelly
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Black coffee.
Spam and scrambled eggs.
Chicken strips (didn't pick off the breading)
More black coffee, water
big-ass slice of salami
Don't know what for dinner.
Love you all. Depressed as fuck, looking for a job and place to live. Sigh.
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Alisa
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Damn, sorry to hear you're having such a hard time right now. It looks like you're holding your diet together well compared to what you're dealing with at the moment.
I'm so glad you're here. I missed your posts. Please try to take care of yourself.
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Suzanne
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It'll all work out. It might take really strong nerves to watch, though. Good luck. Pop in when you can and vent.
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Dean
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| fabshelly wrote: | | Love you all. Depressed as fuck, looking for a job and place to live. Sigh. |
We love you too!
I'm sorry you are going through a rough time. I KNOW what you mean about being depressed! Trust me!
Keep your chin up, and post and vent here.
We do care!
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Shelly
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And then, everything changed.
Work bought us all dinner, I had a burger, bun and all, it was late and I was starving. Spent the rest of the night hacking up phlegm 'cause of the wheat. Now they know I'm not lying and will work around my food allergies.
CY, my dude on the mainland, I didn't tell him about the housing problems. Last night on the phone he said he didn't want us to be apart any more and wants me and Alice to move to Virginia and wants to marry me. Now.
New Horizons saw my resume on Monster and offered me a full-time teaching position here. I can't take it til Nov. 8 because night before last Hart promoted me to head troubleshooting trainer for the voting machines and my schedule's pretty full til then.
Thanks for the thoughts and prayers. They work.
Does Virginia have a lottery? If so, when I move there, I'm gonna ask you to pray for my lottery ticket. :)
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Dean
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Hey... it's a Magic Bus!
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Susanne
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Shelly - How'd the job thing work out? It sounded like things were quite a struggle for a while there - I hope that we're not hearing from you on the Bus means that you are back to doing well!!!!
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Shelly
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So, it's 2 years later, Virginia's kids didn't want him to date a white chick, a fight ensued, I told Virginia I was outta there.
Had a bad pseudo-relationship with a guy in Orange County. That was done over a year ago. (Well, the last call from him begging me to take him back was 10 months ago, close enough.)
A disappointing affair with an Abercrombie and Fitch model was somewhere in there at all. They're nice to look at, but I got a headache every time I tried to talk to him.
So, I'm a swinging single again, have been for about a year, and am actually pretty damned happy. So, I decided to give it another go.
The NEXT DAY, my old boss called and said his gf's son was having major problems at his business, his secretary had messed up a bunch of files and quit. kay. I'm packing to move to Long Beach CA (my grandmother died and I'm going to live in her old house). But, hey, I could use the money.
And here's the business: http://www.besthawaiianmeats.com/
We worked out a cash + barter deal that is...very satisfactory.
So, it's a few weeks later and I'm down 25% of what I want to lose. Which is 80 lbs. I'm down a solid 20 lbs. In a MONTH.
So, I guess my mind and body are ready now. I just had to stick it out until I was ready.
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Dean
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Shelly, good to hear you are doing well. Congrats on the loss! Keep things positive and keep losing.
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jeff
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Thanks for the update, Shelly. Keep up the great work!
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Shelly
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182. I keep dropping. Please, God, let me keep dropping!
Guess what? I'm going to go into Burlesque when I'm back in shape! Yes! Real Burlesque! Like the old days!
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jeff
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| Shelly wrote: | 182. I keep dropping. Please, God, let me keep dropping!
Guess what? I'm going to go into Burlesque when I'm back in shape! Yes! Real Burlesque! Like the old days! |
May I suggest you bring your show to Wisconsin? I recommend the months May-October.
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Shelly
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:: dink? ::
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jeff
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| Shelly wrote: | | :: dink? :: |
Excuse me?
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